today is valentine's day, the day where i get a lot of chocolate and candy in the mail from my mother and i get really excited about it. so today is a break day! chocolate! chocolate! chocolate! ack!!!
i'm super full on sweets right now. i'm supposed to be going out with someone later tonight to a bar, but i think they serve food there too. don't know if it's dinner or what, but this person is pretty attracted to me as i am. suppose some people don't care so much about bodies, even though this person so seems like someone who would would be a bit pickier. i'm not complaining; my mind's put to an ease as far as continuing my hardcore crash diet.
i'm fine with valentine's dates, you can't really help it if people are already conditioned to think that the 14th of february is somehow magically the most romantic day of the year. i was born on the 17th of february, so others usually assume i'm romantic. i have to say, it's been a good way to get whomever i'm with in the sack. it's not my fault that people are stupid.
so, i'm pretty indifferent if we have sex or not. since we just met last saturday, i'd rather not tonight since sex early on in a relationship usually means "let's get this out of the way so that i don't have to see you again," from my perspective. sometimes you're really charged with someone you are pretty attracted to and you'll feel something without any emotional backing to it, but now i'm thinking it's better to take it slower. it will be a good night anyway. i'm just too full of god damn chocolate right now!